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LOL it makes me laugh now, thinking about it...

i told my (ex)boyfriend that i would see him when i see him, take care. as were in a long distance relationship, i'm not going to feel bad just for being away, right?
so instantly he replies, " wait, is this a breakup??"
like wtf, yeah i said it's over b***h. psh i'm not like that (OK, maybe i am , but i had growing feelings for him and he takes me totally out of context. No way i'm feeling 'brokenhearted' over it, i wasn't even whole to start with.)
so i say no were not, but do you want too?
and he says long distance relationships suck. ugh, not if there's real feelings, dipshiznit.
now i'm single wink but i didn't even want a relationship anyway, we sort of just, happened. i'm not trying to say idgaf , every breakup has a hint of pain, but we got over it. well, i did. (btw, who wants a glass ring?? LOL)
i'm going to take a hammer to it tomorrow. Smash it to bits and pieces like my heart.
haha re-reading my entry, i'm such a indecisive lover, do i care or not?!? yeah, i do. but there's a point in every lifestyle where letting go just doesn't get to you anymore. He helped me get over my long time relationship and i'll always be thankful for that. But, tell me your opinion, is it that hard to be in a long distance relationship? i feel like there would be emotion inside, you don't technically need to cling to me and be there 24/7. it's just a comfort thing when someone is there. Are emotions more important or is it physical? personally, i enjoy balance. and consistency and solidarity like a rock. is that too much or not enough?