My weeks have now settled in to a routine. I have work Mondays from 3-6:30 then on Fridays I have 10:30-6:30. Every other Saturday I work 9 am. - 5 pm. It doesn't seem like much but then I have days the other girls want to swap with me and at minimum I get 30 hours for two weeks.

I have a nice balance between social and work. Every Wednesday I have therapy in the morning so I try to go to the lake that day to visit with my Grandma, whom is calling me her girlfriend now ( Grandpa started the trend so we've caught on to it ).

I try to call up a friend each week to get some kind of event together with them but I don't think I want to do that this week. Lulz. I am feeling reclusive and just want to be with my book and get MY things done. I already returned my book for money and I have a long list of other things to do as well as my homework for Wednesday that I still haven't done. Mentally it is already complete but not on paper.

I messaged the professor on Sierra College but I don't know if I'll be able to get in to this class I'm really curious about. It's about English Structure so like sentence structure and words taken apart - suffix and stuff like that. I thought that might be up my ally. I'm anxious to hear back.

I know when I meet with Jeanne, my therapist, I am going to try to talk about some harder things. I never tell anyone these things because they are seriously messed up and could get my in trouble if I don't know them. Things that make me really sound psychotic. D: If things go well, maybe I can loosen up with the secrets a bit more.