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Forever lost in my head. No medicine can make me smile. My heart is sinking away, becoming the powder I swallow. Day to day, I do nothing of value. All becomes lost to me, as every day blends together, but I feel the agony. The memories I can't be rid of haunt me, and the ones I can't remember appear in my dreams. Different faces, different places, but it's all the same thing. A lustful gaze in my direction, and I'm too young to understand, but it happens. Though I can't remember, I'm still afraid. When you ask me why I'm strange, well, you made me this way. And though I have ones who care I still feel bitterly alone, because none of them have had to know what I have known.