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The World And All Its Glory. The world and its people can really suck. But it can also be really amazing...


X_Tyrannt_X
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Major Update!
crying Sorry that I've been away for so long. A lot has been happening. Not to mention the lack of motivation to write. Since there us SO much to tell, why not put it in list form.

1. I was so tired of not talking to Bob that the mental shock collar that I had kept to keep away from him broke. I wrote up a note, then shoved it in his locker. Now, all that was left to do was play the waiting game. And so I waited. All day. At the end of the day I went to Jizzle's locker (don't ask..we just call her that because, we can). I just stood there. I couldn't control myself. I was so nervous to find out what Bob was gonna say. I requested friendship, but was it going to be declined and turn into a case of the enimies? No. He walked right up to me and gave me a hug. He told me not to call myself a b***h, then walked away. I couldn't help it! I STARTED CRYING!! xd I was so happy.

2. The next day I sent him a message. Luckily he replied! Then we talked about what we were doing at the moment, which was nothing, which I guess is also something. Bob sent me his phone number, which I had been asking him for forever! I entered the number into my phone and called. Here is why I was lucky he replied back: The whole time we talked, I felt safe. I instantly knew what I wanted and who I wanted, and why. Sadly Chris, I realized, was someone who was not going to be deeply involved in my life. He was like a brother to me, it just felt wrong. Talking to Bob was a wake up call I have yet to thank him for.

3. A few days ago Bob and I were at the park the other day talking. We talked about our flaws and things that happened in our relationship. I felt so bad. I treated him terribly. I realize now I should have been more sensitive. I miss the Good Days. I want then back, I guess I made a mistake by not speaking up when I should have.

Dear Me,
You should have spoken up! Stop hiding in your little world because its only hurting you. You should tell him how you really feel, if he doesn't know already. Be strong. Try.




 
 
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