I'm an emotional roller coaster that's out of control at the moment and I don't know what I'll do if you get too near! cat_gonk Haha...
Seriously, this afternoon I have been...well, no...wait, it's more like all day...
But I've been talking to myself, feeling on edge and tense, then anxious, then happy, then laughing, then crying then SOBBING my heart out, then talking to myself then giggling...holy heck, I don't know whether I'm coming or going and I'm not even pregnant or anything!!! cat_xp I mean, of course I wouldn't be, but that's usually a valid reason. cat_xd
This is normal for me though. Some days I just cope better than others. Heh. I think things will settle down in the next day or so. Or at least I'm hoping so because funnily enough, it's really exhausting. And I'm tired enough most of the time as it is without all these shitty hormones on top of it. Haha. (Yes, I'm laughing right now, only slightly sarcastically).
Listening to positive music really helps. =^_^= I think my mood's going up at the moment. I dunno, I was crying half a minute ago so we'll see...Lol.
Anyway, only reason I'm writing this in here is 'cause I know no one ever reads it. Crikey, I can write whatever I want! Well, within reason, that is. I just feel a bit stressed and when that happens, writing's therapeutic. *sigh* u_u *flops over*
Oh, a good song's on my iTunes...la la la la...this is nice.
Well, been talking to a friend over emails and I think that's done the trick. I'll end this entry here for now.
Gah, some days I feel like I'm going insane though. Does anyone else know how it feels to have trouble with your thoughts?
Stupid question, I KNOW plenty of people do. Sometimes it can feel like you're in your own private mental ward though. Or something. That was probably a crappy analogy.
Oh geeze, I feel so naughty, using all these swears. I finally got my language cleaned up and now it's just gone back to being nasty. I'll fix it again. I just picked up a few bad habits from people I'm around.
Oh yeah, do you know that thing where if you're around someone long enough, you start picking up their habits and things they say and do? So naturally, almost without thinking. And then you realise one day that it's something they always do. Haha. And you wonder when did you start doing that? It's nice when you do something and it reminds you of them when they aren't there. Makes me smile.
Ah! Of course, not the swearing. I feel bad when I swear. I just have to fix that. Lol.
Alright, bye bye. I just discovered a subforum in Barton Town called Barton OOC and this other awesome Invitation Only RPs section in there and it has this really awesome RP by these two and...well, gonna go check that out before I catch some Zs.
God bless always.
Mey.
Kasumi Roseglimmer Community Member 
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