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When I feel the tightness in my throat
When I feel my eyes water
When I feel my chest tighten
When I feel the tears running down my face..
When I feel my heart ache
When I inhale deeply
When I taste the saltiness of tears
When I curl up in a ball
When I stifle my cries
When I try to hide beneath the sheets
When I close my eyes
I cry with tears down my face
I scream in pain
I can't breath
I pass out
The next day..
Although the days are passing
The feeling lingers and it starts again
Repeat.