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The cautious-to-trust, refined/proper, elegant, and independent Virgo (that's my account)

Hakushaku to Yōsei is only 12 episodes. It's very rushed and it's weird watching the holes near the end x'D;; It's almost creepy. Okay, it's definitely unsettling but I ignored it. I am a Virgo and Lydia is me. If you're interested in how a Virgo takes on love with a man she wants to trust but can't, watch her > u < or read her scene <3. There's a scene in the MANGA where they're in the abandoned place after running away from the bad guys, after he tells her his past, and she wakes up to a kiss on the hand (anime). While this occurs, in the manga, Nico comments Lydia is too nice. (to the lying man, Edgar)

I was like ; A ;
aaaahh <333
SO ME >, 3 <
(not so me, exactly like me x _ x shoot, lol C: )

-weakness towards blond gentlemen, and he's English. oh my god epitome of manners-
I dislike Edgar and I'm very happy Lydia can love him before I can't.
You know I'm slightly lying because we feel the same way e - e;;
eugh, I have more ... displeasure because he's pushy. And I mean pushy.
It's almost frightening. He's gentle but .. scary. He gets jealous and possessive, but I'm more concerned over the pushiness because not wanting to share Lydia with any other man, Lydia's not directly involved? She just gets hugged. Sort of 89% involved. Well, okay, I admit, he's scary when possessive but being a bystander and simply watching them and not experiencing his advances myself, it's different. And I don't want to experience it myself too. I think I wouldn't like him;;. Because he would scare me lol;. Instead of love, boo. ; ^ ;

In the "All to Myself" video, she tries to see the mark on his tongue .////.;;;. Oh god, and he was awake the whole time >///<

(Lydia never romantically liked Edgar. Sure, he's charismatic, which makes her heart skip, but that's it. So she never was going to be involved and he flirts with her. Always flirts with her. Guy has no restraints = =. And even when he has restraints ... he's still possessive/pushy. Fun. - n -)

Edgar opens his eyes, teases her, she realizes he was awake, he gets up and apologizes for neglecting her or apologizes for not knowing she really wanted him, and hugs her. Lydia blushes and like, "No way!" and struggles. Because he's a dangerous man and he's so forward. Pushy pushy. You can see why I really don't like him. And you wouldn't want to make him angry at you; I doubt it o - e;;. I've never seen him angry at Lydia. I don't want to see it O - e;;;.

mog Dx

One good thing is, during the dance, she goes out. He asks about her and can tell something's wrong. The next day, or the second next day, he thinks he slept with her so he goes to her apartment to propose, and she says no. He lifts her chin, mentioning how he made her cry, didn't he? Or that she's been crying. She later pushes him out the door.

She visited Edgar because she cared about his well-being. He was drunk, flirted with her, hugged her, advanced on her, carried her to his bedroom. Meanwhile, she resisted his flirting ... "W-Wait ... not ... " as she's being carried o/////o (darn it, I hated that scene, it was way too personal; I'm NOT going in there; it was like against my will while I watched then I calmed down e - e). Edgar lays her on the bed. "You accept me [even though I'm an awful man.]" He says, his arms and legs on either side of her body, hovering over her. "You'll forgive me, right?" Edgar leans down and kisses her forehead. Lydia lightly winces, meek and passive, somewhat accepting. After the kiss, he pulls back a bit then collapses onto her, mumbling another girl's name.

Tears form in Lydia's eyes as she looks painfully at the sleeping Edgar. She's really hurt. (Instant pain! xD It's shocking how quick and deep)

That next day I told you about, he wakes up and finding an article of clothing or some small thing (ring?) in his room, he thinks he slept with her. Lydia pushes him out the door, talking about how he should think about someone else. He still doesn't know what he did.

The scary thing is, is when Lydia is "jealous" and asks about the girl, Edgar dissuades her and he looks intimidating. "I never recalled mentioning her." And the topic is closed. Scary, right!? He uses her ...

"I'll start letting my guard down when people stop giving me reasons to keep it up."

About the blond gentleman thing. Uh, I don't know how it started. When I was a kid, I'd like the blond guy. Maybe he was always the one confident but since I've always done that, I can fall for a blond guy instantly and it would have nothing to do with the person or their appearance. I'm just in love with the confidence. LOL; it's annoying. Some teenage guys are OBNOXIOUS (blond or not) and I don't prefer them at all. I just see they are blond (I just blink, noting it "oh" wink and they look fit, but that's all, nothing there = o =

In Gr 10: Immature boys (one short brown hair, one blond) making a ruckus in the classroom, not listening to the teacher, making rude jokes to their friends (guys act differently around their friends than others) ... You can hardly think they're worth your attention or time. They're mean C:

Gentleman or being English or being an English gentleman? Compatibility. -shrugs-

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