I'm a real sucker for love. This could be one of the many reasons that I ship people and have so many OTPs. When I fall for someone I fall too easily and too hard. When you fall for someone you hope that they'll catch you. And when they don't, it hurts like hell. I'm not the kind of person to tell someone how I feel about them. If I like someone I keep that feeling a secret from everyone. The chances of me telling the person my feelings is basically nil. I'm just afraid. Afraid of rejection, afraid of ruining a friendship.
I'm not one to fall in love at first sight. It's never happened to me. When I like someone, it's usually after I've known them for a while. With that, I never tell them how I feel. I don't ever want to jeopardize a friendship. I just let that feeling eat me up inside. And now he's in another country and I'll never see him again.