School is incredibly stressful. I want to drop classes but I just have to keep telling myself I'm thisclose to graduating and need this for my last credits. Even though all I need is a D in this one class, thinking about the work I have to do for it makes me want to curl up into the fetal position and cry for such a long time. I barely slept last night because all I could think about was all the homework I had to do this week and a spanish test I was stressing over. Thankfully the spanish test went WAY better than I was expecting (taking a test from a teacher for the first time is incredibly nerve-wracking) but then I came home made some lunch and took a 3 hour nap. Which felt really nice but all I dreamt about was school and woke up incredibly disoriented afterwards. The other thing that worries me is I haven't gone to photography since the first day of class nor have I taken a single photo for this project due tomorrow (but I decided on monday I had to put that off and turn it in late because I needed to focus on other stuff in my life).
Uhg there's so much I want to say about this one situation that isn't even a situation but I don't even know how to start. Maybe when I find the words to say it, or something happens, I'll write about it.
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