I'm not an adult

I want to grow up, but my psyche won't let me.

I argue with my dad.

He yells and insults me.

I have no job.

I have no money.

I have no place of my own.

I am miserable.

I am left out.

I am alone.

I hate myself as a woman child.

I don't even want to keep writing this poem.

I don't want to be a child forever.