I only met you once, and for the past, what.. 5 months, you have been in my mind, and I just... where did you go... I worry every day that something happened. we were supposed to go out again the next day and you said you would be back onlline after something and then you never got on again. in fact you have not been online since, on skype.. and ********.. I keep wanting to send eails to you, but hell if I know if you will get them, I don't even know if you are still alive! it worries me so much.. And of course I fll for you. of course I wanted to see you, wanted to kiss you, wanted to be close to you.. and I just can not help but worry.. I don't even care you are like.. 16 years older than me. I just want to see you again. ********