Every now and then I get the feeling things aren't as they seem. For instance, I feel like my family is falling apart, when everyone else thinks it'll all be alright. All my poems come out unsettling, and for once I just want someone to know that isn't always how I feel. Sometimes I'm not the kid with the broken mask that's falling apart. On those days, I'm the kid with the genuine smile that no one believes in. I want them to realize I do, in fact, have a heart, and it can be hurt. Sometimes, I guess, people don't realize what their words can do to others in the long run. You could end up in so many situations, depending on how you've been treated. I apologize if this was depressing, but I just wanted to jot down my random thoughts.