I read my notices today, it looks like I have five replies in the Chatterbox again. Something about food and making avatars. Though the notices were not that interesting, I just had to laugh...I saw my favorite place to chat, where In my Dreams there are Nightmares...It feels like my head is going to explode, from all these contests I've entered, they just keep getting harder and just more difficult...my eateries are so weak that people just stand and stare. Nobody is really sure what the last contest will be about, but obviously it will take up lost of time. I had to watch Gaia videos today, because I need more GCash to buy another item.... its always about Ford or kitty poop. Oh boy, another video about kitty poop. I try to turn away, but the video will stop if you change tabs. I keep on looking back. Woke up late, forgot to turn in my entry again, dragged a comb across my head, found my way to the fringe and ate some tacos. And looking up I noticed I was late. Found my pants and grabbed my bag, sped to work half in the time. Found my way to the back, checked my phone for Gaia notices. Somebody spoke and I went back to work. I keep looking at my phone, checking up on my notices, its all the same. Almost a thousand pages in my favorite thread. I tried to go back and read all the missed pages, Jace has to count them all..now you know how many pages it takes to fill March. I'd love to win. Ah.


Always on my mind
You know I feel alright
Eight days a week
let me know that you're mine
Guess you know it's true
Love you all the time
Remember I'll always be true
And hope that my dreams will come true
It's easy
People tell me I'm lucky
And I say it's all right
The best things in life are free

Now give me money

As I write this letter, I get a thrill through (my) fingertips.
I'll remember all the little things we've done.
That taste of honey, then there was music and wonderful roses.
Love was such an easy game to play.
Do you want to know a secret? Do you promise not to tell?
Let me whisper in your ear, say the words you long to hear.
Well, sometimes I love you on a Saturday night.
You know my temperatures rising, my heart beats a rhythm, and my soul keeps singing the blues.
There'll be no sad tomorrow, its worth it just to hear you say you're gonna give me everything.

Well I can't break away from these chains,
I don't wanna sound complaining,
but you know there's always rain in my heart.
We have lost the time that was so hard to find and I will lose my mind.

You don't look different but you have changed.
You should hear what they say about you.
Everywhere I go I hear it said, in the good and bad books I have read.
But what you've got means such a lot to me.

Eight days a week is not enough to show I care.
I will say the only words I know that you'll understand.
Treasure these few words, and hope that my dreams will come true

When your prized possessions start to wear you down, you find that all the words of kindness linger on.
Listen to the color of your dreams.


Wednesday morning at five o'clock, As the day begins You stay home, Your day breaks, your mind aches. Silly people run around they worry me, and never ask me why they don't get past my door. Kept my mind from wandering, where it will go, it really doesn't matter if I'm wrong, I'm right, Where I belong I'm right.

I remember the first time; you have always been my inspiration. Pools of sorrow, waves of joy, Are drifting through my opened mind, Possessing and caressing me. There were birds in the sky, But I never saw them winging. No I never saw them at all. Good day sunshine. There were bells on a hill, But I never heard them ringing. No I never heard them at all. I need to make you see
Oh what you mean to me. Ooh, did I tell you I need you, Every single day of my life?

Something inside, that was always denied, for so many years...You're holding me down, turning me round, Filling me up with your rules. At times things are so fine and at times they're not. Bright are the stars that shine, Dark is the sky. You know you make me want to: Shout! Cause I couldn't stand the pain! Images of broken light, which Dance before me like a million eyes, They call me on and on, across the universe. Thoughts meander like a Restless wind inside a letter box They tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe.

I thought I knew you, what did I know? You don't look different, but you have changed. A love that should have lasted years, Clang! Clang! Maxwell's silver hammer, Made sure that She was dead, And I will sing a lullaby. There are places I remember, Some have gone and some remain. The likes of this, I've been alone, And I have missed things and kept out of sight. I will lose my mind. I wouldn't mind, If I knew what I was missing. Though the days are few, They're filled with tears.

Friday morning, at nine o'clock ,Ob-la-di, ob-la-da life goes on brah, La la how the life goes on, And since I lost you… We take a walk, the sun is shining down, Burns my feet as they touch the ground. As I write this letter, Let's all get up and dance to a song. Dying to take you away. I'll be better doc as soon as I am able, And I will sing a lullaby, Smiles awake you when you rise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night, Take these broken wings and learn to fly, Into the light of the dark black night.

My Ode to Gaia
I want you to know, now
There is a place
Where I can go
Baby, it's you.
I think you're fine
And I'm always thinking of you
Uh, oh, many, many, many nights go by,
I think of you
To lead a better life I need my love to be here...
Oh I will return, yes I will return
I'll be here yes I will

When I find myself in times of trouble,
Gaia's the only place for me
And to the forums I go, the CB.

And in many hours of day, Gaia's right on my screen
I'm posting in the forums, so happily
Happily, happily,
Happily, happily
Posting in the forums, look at me.

On the days when I'm really down
To Gaia I head, you see,
Changing my avi, not-so-happily.
But then there are happy days
And again where do I run to? The CB.

Changing my avi, to sparkly
Happily, or maybe even mean.
Gaia is there for every emotion
Just for me.