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The Worse Kind
Do you know what I've always wanted? I've always just wanted someone to hold me really tight and whisper sweet things into my ear. I just want to be held really tight and not feel lonely. No one has ever really tried to have a hold over me and put their finger tips into my heart to calm and sooth me. I've always been the one taking care of everyone. But I know that I am very difficult and not meant to have this want. I remember when I was younger I dreamt of being in abusive relationships, ultimately, I have learned to get attention by doing negative things. I'm just hurting, I have to lock myself up like I did years ago. But I'd love to be spoiled,caressed, held, have my hand held but I need to re-learn to suppress those feelings once more. My favorite bit by Amanda Palmer, "I think I could last a week without someone to hold me; won't you hold me?"

Wicked Alyce
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