you know when you hit a road block in your life?
you suddenly realize that you are so unhappy with everything around you?
well that is where i am at right now, at this very moment.

im sick of waiting for things to change...
i sick of feeling lonely all the time, im sick of feeling ugly on the inside and out.

im sick of waiting to find true love,
waiting for my grades to get better,
waiting to lose weight,
waiting to finally feel pretty,
waiting to start a new chapter in my life where i can truly be happy with just myself.

everyday i pray that things will change and i hope for a better future...but in the end all i get is emptiness with a lovely helping of unfulfilled wishes and dreams.

God, i am sick of waiting. please stand by my side towards a better tomorrow when no one else will.