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Ashlyn's Weblog of Awesome Days and Horrific Nights
Describes the ups and downs of parts of my life. LOL It so true though.
★ Friends Before Now Never Say Hi.
I am really mad right now, journal. Why? Because my old friends don't think I exist anymore!

They don't think I play Gaia anymore, even though I sent them a PM stating that I am back!

They still go on Gaia (almost every day actually), so doesn't it seem odd that they would never get my message?

Ok, let me start from the beginning. So yesterday I found the email of my old account, GuineaPiggleh! And it turns out that that account is still fully functional! So, I used my account for a while (I have my new account this time so I gave all my items to the new account). My friends were on! I send them a PM that I am on Gaia once again and to add me on my new account!

I went to bed after that (sorry; didn't mention it was during the night!).

A week or two later, I go on Gaia once again. No messages from them, nothing. They knew who I am, obviously, because I used to be their best friend in Gaia before I quit (I quit that account like two months ago!). Now they make me feel like they don't know me or that they moved on or something, cause they don't seem to answer me back at all. I am still on their friends list and everything, so they still figured I'd go on again. But they don't understand that I want to be friends with them again.

But like me, when someone ignores me, I don't sit around waiting. I forget them, like they had forgotten me. Cause sitting around waiting for them to forgive is the worst thing to do. It (truthfully) shows that you can't even understand the fact that the person probably hates you and that they never want to see you ever again (dunno why they won't tell the person what they feel; I would tell them what I thought of them because, well, I don't get scared of what my friends would then think of me).

Now, to relate this to my life? Not everyone likes me, and I can see why. Sometimes I am just too wierd, and sometimes I can't keep my rage down (it's true). But there are people that used to be good friends with me that now hate the way I am. For example, a friend in my elementary school that I met in Forth Grade used to be my best friend. Then she had to move after the forth grade year.

Then, she came back to the school at the end of Fifth Grade, since she said that we would always be "best friends forever". At the end of that day, she hated me! She couldn't understand that I have changed a bit when she left, and she couldn't understand the way I was and the way I am!

She even told me if I was a triplet, since she said that I didn't act the way I was before (I have a twin in real life, so if you thought I meant twin you were kinda wrong!)! That was when I told her that I will not change who I am and I told her to get back to her life!

So, now you know the pain that I am in. I will miss those memories my friends and I had, but maybe not having them around may be a better choice... ♥

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