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where i write stuff
if you cant hang then theres the door..
i saw a comforting smile,it pulled me in, a soft touch that assured me
a warm hug that told me everything was going to be ok. it was a mask.
im used to being dragged through hell, escaping then falling for their tricks
im feel like im loosing a never ending war, im reliving a torturous death
where all my fears and doubts come out and slowly pick away at whats left.
and then finally Im dead im at peace. but i follow a false light
to what seems to be a heaven. i dont understand why something that looks
so much like an angel
. can be so dark. anyways what im trying
to say is, dont trust the obvious Im tired of being lead on. told that
ill get though it. i wont. its like telling someone with cancer to get over it.
Im done. Im tired of pushing people away. of hurting the people i care for, i
made the mistake of hurting myself, of putting myself back in to the same situation.
Im Just tired..

That Bear
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