I walk around trying to pretend that everything is okay
Putting on a mask everyday
Trying to hide the pain away
Wandering in circles
Trying to find a way
To just run away
Wishing that things will never be the same
But no matter what
I always find myself in the same f***ing rut
Wishing i could disapear
Instead of constintly living in fear
Nothing can help
No one sees my pain
No matter what it will all end the same
Back where i started
Dead in my soul
And no where to go
There is only one escape i know
But it cant end that way
I wish there was another way
Instead of throwing everything away
But i just don't know
There is no where to go
Nothing to help put this pain to an end
If only....
If you could only understand
What its like
To be on the outside
And broken on the in
Having everyone looking down on you
When you just need someone to be your friend
Just lying in dispare
Grasping for air
Slowly drowning in misery
Wishing for an ending
Sadly finding none
Thank god no one trusts me with a gun
But im slowly climbing out
At a snails pace it seems
But with a shattered heart
And broken memories
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Madd3r_Than_Th3_Hatt3r Community Member 
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