So I haven't been on Gaia in a quite a few months...last time I was here so many things were different. Since then...alot of things have changed. I know I know this sounds pathetic. But I remember being so happy and needing to go on here to see my 'internet friends' but I've realized that no one really cares. No one. No ones noticed that I've been gone because they genuinely don't care. And I feel pathetic for thinking that they ever did. No one would even noticed if I died.