I'm starting to get worried ... really worried. Later last week, my best friend started going out with the guy i had been crushing on ... granted he was her exboyfriend but still ... last I heard from HER about HIM was that she was not interested in him in that way and was interested in someone else. Not to sound like a complete b***h, but I cannot comprehend why he is dating her again. She broke up with him for one of his friends over text ... I'll admit that I've done a good deal of break-ups over text but at least I didn't do it for their friend. What's even worse, is that this isn't the first time something like this happened. Freshman year, less than week after dating dating Michael, she tells me over facebook (can't even tell me to my face) that she liked Michael ... my boyfriend. What the ******** was my reaction. I'm tempted to tell her I like Collin and if she goes off on me just be like "What? This doesn't ring any bells?" I don't want to be mad at her ... I do love her I really do ... but god God this has to stop. ...I'm at loss of what to do anymore. Whenever I'm around her (it's gotten to just thinking of her) that I think just the meanest things without trying. I don't know what's happening.
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