New year, fresh start. According to Dylan, this is OUR year ('13-- get it? 3nodding 'cause we got together on the thirteenth, and.. um)
Anyways, I've been working vigorously on two projects-- both for fashion and for art. Both in which are going to competition, fashion being a state competition. Not nervous, but the stress and pressure has been affecting my mood rather negativley. I'm a bit more bitter and irritable than usual. Designing a gothic, red-satin ballgown, while drawng out a self-portrait in white chalk on black paper AND crafting a clay bowl with too many ******** pieces to it emotion_bigvein
Nevertheless, I believe my hard work WILL pay off (hopefully) and this won't be a waste. The only thing thats motivating my determnation is the chance for recoginition for what I'm really capable of.... something I dont get often. Maybe finally, I can live my childhood dream...
Speaking of which, what the hell am I doing here?? I better get started again!
~Olivia
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