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Hi cuties!<3 I hope your new years was grand. on new years eve Diane and I cooked a grand meal and ate with her boyfriend, after that I spent the rest of my night with my little sister and that was a joy, of course. Then I had show choir practice the next day but afterwards we went to my aunt's for an Asian party xD. Then today I had school, bio 2 got hardd Dx.
Okay now dealing with the title. I of course think I'm forever alone because ya'know miss never had a relationship with anyone over here xP. I've realized I like older guys, that's a whatever thing. But I like this guy right now and I'm not saying we have an obvious thing because we don't, but I think he has a relationship with this other girl. But not like a cute little innocent one I think it's intimate...kay .-. I mean it's based on things of heard with great examples that make me go 'woah!' but yeah the way they act toward each other as well has set my hypothesis. xL oh well right?
Well hey I'll tell you my new year's resolution as well. As you know I've gone through a struggle with my weight. So my goal by the end of the year is to weigh at least 100 pounds. I hope by that time I will be in the single digits of pants size. I mean I'm not huge don't get me wrong, and wanting to give blood? I'm afraid of needles so there is no real need to worry. I'd also like to grow, but the odds of me growing is like zero xD. I stress this weight thing because society sucks, my parents suck, and my relatives suck. But I'm doing this and maybe my confidence will step up another level. I've gotten better, I have. But girls in my show choir are like' oh I'm losing 15 pounds' or 'I lost 32 pounds in 3 weeks.' And I'm like good for you >.> Frikkin....so yeah that's my hopes and dreams.
We have show choir pictures and I'm spazzing because we don't know much about anything at this point and so I'm like whaaa? O.o
I got my new phone case today!<3 I also had to pry my other one off, that was so scary because I didn't want to break it o.o
I apologize for talking about a youtube account and never making one. I do not know what to name it and will therefore not push myself to make it. So please do PM and we can chat. PM me anyway even if it isn't about the name. I miss people TwT.
Thanks for reading and I'll talk to you later.
Tiffany.