PrincessBamf
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New year 2013
Wau~ Okay so not all exciting or
anything, just hung out with Tori and Kirstie
with FMAB and a ton of alcohol.

We were trying to make the watermelon fourloko
actually taste good in different ways. how? Add
more alcohol! Used lemon Liquor and ...I don't
remember the flavor of the Absolute Vodka.

And since I knew I was safe with them. I got drunk.
But it stayed fun. We all drank and just talked and
answered questions off theses cards. And it was
actually a really nice relaxing fun time.

Lol only crappy part was falling asleep at like 7 am
waking at 9 am. Going to the bathroom and realizing..
wait.. Im still drunk,... fuhhhhhhh

Seriously most of the time I can nap it off XD
But yea was drunk until I was leaving like around 11

And Idk I think I will not drink as much as this because
Unlike with Cylexia, my new meds are actually effected by
alcohol. I actually didn't really loose being dizzy until....
almost 3pm.... so yea XD
I have to actually look out for that >x<

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Tomorrow is my bday!!!!
Yay!!!

I am going to hang out with friends haha.
Nothing big, just wanted to hang out. that is literally all.

So Just going to try and stay busy until Vivi gets off work.
Then Hookah and play games and chill.

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The call with Roux was funny and weird
I was confused by how he was asking
"so whats up with Takuya~?"
And then asked if he liked me..
'_____' would not really be happy if he did....
I am not really looking for anyone seeing as I
am still in love with Roux.....

That and it just felt weird being asked it by Roux....
Idk I know I was on the bus so I was a little
bleh since I was so dizzy but it just felt really uncomfortable.

I just know my own reaction if I felt someone liked Him right now...
it just wouldn't be playfully questioning it....

Bleh bleh bleh. I am prob all wrong with how he asked.
Since he was obviously pretty lit. And I am over sensitive.

The idea of Roux cheering me on to be with anyone
other than him right now leaves a really horrible feeling in my chest.

So I am probably wrong but since I dumb like that it hurts anyway....

Bleh well Papa finished cooking Roast. I am go eat now <3 and
finish my hat! All I need are the kitty ears! I hope I make it big enough for
myself lol.

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