hey I’m sorry I freaked out there I’m not good for you all I’m ever going to do is make you feel bad and hurt you I’m obsessing over you all the time I can go to sleep because all I think about is you, hell I even draw pictures of you and me that’s how ******** crazy I am and you have a bf now I know you and me can never happen no matter how much I say no and stop it, it never ends I just a coward who hides be hide a computer monitor and a cell phones screen who can't say his true feelings to your face because I’m coward who’s afraid of rejection I’m not good for you (This is a message I sent to a friend that I love I don’t understand why I sent it I just did) crying redface