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this will b pure random stuff, i doubt ill write in it much, but ull just hafta find that out 4 urself =P u nvr no... NVR!!!
a guy, a soldier, someone who's fighting finds a girl, she's cowering, she's afraid of him, but something pulls his heartstrings or twists his heart a certain way and he loves the way she looks as she's cowering from him, curled into a little ball of weak and feeble fright, is this love? he defines or rationalizes what love is, but before that he takes her, she's not gonna suddenly fall for him, so he takes her like a prisoner, making sure someone's got a hold (a collar and leash?) on her so she doesn't escape, she's screaming and hateful but she's also fearful, he threatens her- "don't make me use this knife you" he says with a frighteningly serious face as he turns and holds the knife in a way that it glints under the light, and she, like always, cowers- "But I would never hurt her. Just seeing her frightened face satisfies me.", "I'm a sadist" <-- does he say that himself, or is that acknowledged? that's why he likes the girl, surely there are many other girls who'd cower in fear but something about the way she does it- it strikes him the right way, so is it love? no other cowering girl could make him feel the way he does to this girl? how could he possibly start a relationship with her though? i don't think he's seeking some S&M relationship, he doesn't have to actually hurt her and he's not gonna force her to enjoy being hurt, but he's something like Lord Loss, just enjoys watching her "pain" and "sorrow" (mostly just fear, and maybe sadness from being so afraid) as she looks at him with big, sad, and frightened eyes- he'll threaten her occasionally but just laugh it off cause he won't do anything and like he said he's satisfied with just watching her be afraid

he might be like college age and her in her greater teens lol, not that the matters 'XD
entry title: capital S for sadism!

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