i dont know if im going to say this all that well but i miss you. im sorry if you're trying to move on and i wont leave you alone. im just really confused. maybe im just not getting the message and need to give up. anyway, this is the last time ill try to contact you. i hope we can work this out. regardless of all that stuff, have a good christmas
if that doesnt work, i dont think anything will

oh well, im okay if it doesnt work out. i'll find someone eventually haha