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Its come to this now, i thought i couldnt fall deeper, i was wrong.
there is no end to this abyss, i can only try to get out but i dont have anything to fight for, i dont know how did i get here without motivation or some1 to fight for.
This is not how i thought it would be... if somebody gets to read this i really hope you dont get trapped in the endless vortex of failure, and if by chance you do get stuck, i really hope you have something you care about that helps you get out of this mess.



i really dont know if ill be able to get out, but if i do i wish i can find it, so it can end right there, i will finally get peace