There are some things I'd like to say to this girl.. I can't say them directly.. But I'd like her to know that, I didn't choose a better option than her..

You and Megen are like day, and night.. Completely different, yet you two have a few similarities. Megen is, stubborn, and bull headed, and doesn't know when to stop sometimes. You aren't like that.. You can be stubborn sometimes, but not as bad as her. I just want you to know she isn't the "better option". I can't give her up.. You probably won't ever understand this, but Megen and I were meant to be, and no matter what in the end Megen, and I will be together because that's how things are meant to be. I wasn't meant for anyone else, and every time I look at Megen I know that.