This is how my world failed again. The girl who i love the most is now becoming my enemy but i cant do this war aginst her. I was born to die by her and yet i want her with me every day but i cant cause of what i am. A demon of Chaos.
My love for her is that i can live with a cause yet not without one. Now my stomack is turning upside down cause i see her with a mortal. Should i just let her be or should i try to win her back? I feel as my heart is taring into 2 cause i hate myself for what i have done to her im a man in a dark place that needs her back. I need her to shine light in me agine, to become the Ernil i use to know not a beast.
I am what i was meant to be not a hatefull creature like my father. I am Ernil Lucian Aries MorningStar and i want my love back!!!!!!!!!! I feel so lost with out her.
· Tue Dec 11, 2012 @ 09:31pm · 0 Comments