i was just watching my old videos and animations
and sure they were a little rough, but there was vision there, and they were even a little beautiful, and i could see bits that i could have made better, so i am getting better at this
and i just thought if only i came to college to study this instead
(SHUT UP CARL ALREADY JESUS ******** CHRIST WE GET IT WE HAVE GOTTEN IT SINCE ******** TWO YEARS AGO)
haha sorry!!! yeah. if only................i feel like it's what i was made to do. i'm so saaaaaad. help me reconcile this?
and on other news, this beautiful girl was singing in a recital today, and our relationship is getting really strange i can't tell if she likes me anymore, she asked me out last year and i said maybe, so i think it's fair, because she could never tell if i liked her, but i do, but i don't, and it is getting so complicated i guess i should just ask her out already shouldn't i
(SHUT UP?)
should i do that?
i mean, jesus this journal is so ******** BORING i might as well do that and tell you how it goes
my life is all petty disasters biggrin DDDD
i wish it would snow.
i was talking to my friends about how nice it would be if trees grew carbonated fruit. like you bite into them and they are fizzy
or if trees grew meat
like they would smell awful in the summer
would meat fruit have jerky skin? or would they be furry?
i would love furry fruit.
i guess the best we have are peaches
i have boats and birds stuck in my head now and i am sending it to her right now ok
sora wonk Community Member 
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