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My Twin Flame
When I met Megen I was in a downward spiral, a path of self destruction. I was on drugs, and there was a hardly a day that I was sober. I was 16 years old, and had no direction for my life, I didn't know where I was going, didn't care about school was on the verge of dropping out. I had given up on myself, on love, on life. And there she was coming towards me, threw a crowd on that hot summer day in May. When our eyes met suddenly, my life made sense, I was born to love her. People say we're to young and we'll never last.. And I'm sure you've heard a lot of girls my age say "Well our relationship is different." But it's totally the true. We fight, we break up, but we always find our way back to each other. I've never felt this way about any one.. I may be young, but I know that Megen is my twin flame, my other half. I found her, and I'm whole now... The best part of all of this is, she feels the same way. When we met our meeting was just as intense as it was for me, for her. We both knew in that moment that we were in love.

One more month, and I'll be 19. I've grown up beside Megen. I've matured, and I've learned how to treat a woman. I'll admit that I haven't made things easy for her.. I'm very hard to love. I've done so much to her, I've broken her heart so many times.. I've come so close to loosing her. The whole time we were broken up I felt like a piece of me was dying, because it was... Her heart was breaking.. The pain I caused her was killing her. We have two separate bodies but one heart. Words can not begin to describe how much that I love her. I'm very lucky, people only dream of having what Megen and I have.

Now that I have her.. I won't, I refuse to live my life without her... I just want to tell the world. I am in love with this woman. I'm so proud to call her mine.

Soon, very soon, I'm going to marry that girl. I want her to take my last name, and be the mother of my children. I'm done with all this, stupid, immature bullshit that I was pulling when we first got together. I'm done flirting with other girls, and joking about sleeping with them. And I swear that I'll never disrespect her again, in anyway. If you really love a woman you wouldn't disrespect them. None of those other women mean anything to me, only Megen. I had big city dreams, but if this where Megen is, then I will settle down here. I'd do anything for that girl. I really mean that.







 
 
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