So, sometimes I like to think of my life as a movie...We all do that...
"My life'd be an awesome movie...filled with drama and romance and s**t...Who would play me that girl from the vampire movie....Nah....a model definitly....Yeah..." We've all thought like that if you say you haven't your a liar. The thing is though...When I really think about it if my life was really a movie...and scenario going here I walk in to a theater and sit down and theres everything in my life on the silver screen..I'm eatin popcorn and laughing when I'm funny and awesome and cryin a little..god I would be the only person who would understand what I was going through...
So much ******** up s**t has happened though that I'de probably walk out of that theater and deman my money back. You know if the show turned out like that I think I want my money back...Hehe
I like my life though don't get me wrong and I'm not some whiny little b***h that thinks every guy that ever talked to her broke her heart. No, I'm legit. Real, legit s**t happened to me legitimatley. I hate those little dramatic girls that love starting the drama and being in it and saying how bad their life is and fake cutting themselves cuz they're attention whores. I would never kill myself cuz I'm not a selfish hoebag. If anything a coma would be better you know...cuz you could just skip over any bad stuff and hope noone will pull your plug.
You know what I really hate though...When Pretty People think they have problems. I'm not talking "Oh she's quiet and wears no makeup she's pretty not hot" No that's how judgemtal bitches talk bout me. I mean those legititmately popular girls with the natural tans and straigntened hair and awesome ******** bodies. When they're on all the teams and they are just everyone's freind and s**t like that then they think they're anorexic or that they cut themselves. You fake ********. Is what I would say to someone like that. For one I would kill for those curves and your gonna let them slowly fade away from eating nothing ever?? Dumbass.
Second Pretty bitches are also liars they don't really cut themselves they just say they did or run the sharp end of a pencil across their vain for a minute and go "Oww........" Ugh so annoying. Pretty bitches don't have real problems. Just no you got your 50 dollar northface on and your hollister outfit and you datin this one boy and everythin in your life perfect as ******** its terrible. No just no.
I'm not even being judgmental in saying that like I know people hide stuff alot I should now I hide like everything from everyone all the time.See though I just hate those dramatic bitches too, it's not that big a deal your life aint that bad your never gonna kill yourself and yeah he cheated but life goes on without getting new shoes or after getting grounded everythings gonna be okay you whiny **** ...I did stars on purpose just then cuz I'm getting too mad and I've been trying to relax...avoid them stress headaches...
I know you know people like that and if you can be near them and talk to them without hitting them repeatedly in the face then god bless you. You are a saint if you don't kick their a** for wasting your time with their dumbassness. For real.I'm like the expert on that too whenever I don't go by my instinct and be all nice and the bigger person ...everything just blows up in my face when I'm not the bigger person in a conflict. But meh someones gotta do it.
What I've been trying to say though is kinda the theme of the song...I didn't talk about the song did I? Well it's this Song by Lenka from like forever ever ago. Heard it on MTV's um I think it was called you should watch or some s**t..anyway it's really old and I wish she had gotten more famous but click on the link and look at the other songs too you will never regret it. Unless you hate it in which that means get off my journal thingie and off of gaia because your very lame...Just saying.
Yeah the theme of the song and my words here are that s**t happens in life and you go through heart breaks and bad times and you will want your goddamn money back but just relax and enjoy your show enjoy life..It gets better just be glad you can be here now with your loved ones.I'm scared as ******** of dying cuz I'm not 100% sure what happens and that really scares me....
Anywhoozle Yes there are alot of lame people on gaia not just cuz they could dislike Lenka but alot of reasons. I mean another thing that I'm trying to get better at is judging noobs...I just do that alot..I mean if they're legit noobs and they're annoying people legitimately then it's okay. But if they're normal and awesome but just havin trouble getting started I guess I should be understanding..I know when I first started I knew absolutely nothing lol.
So, I'ma end with one thing Love save the empty save me♥
Okay so I'm not ending lol that's another old song I love but please if you wanna look it up cuz I have no idea who was singing it but I still remember the first part.
"Little girls don't know how to be sweet girls mama never showed me, little boys don't know how to treat little girls daddy never teached me Luh-hu-ave save the emp-teeeay-ay Hay-ey-ay-Lo-wo-hu-hov-save the empt-tayeyeayey- Lo-huv- save the emptay ay save may" K bye... heart
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