you can't just say "pepper." you have to scream it like that crazy cook in Alice in Wonderland. PEH-PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! and then you have to punch some babies.
sigh.
actually, no, if i were being true to myself, i wouldn't have written "sigh." i would have written "********." when did i even start to care lol. people are always so surprised by how angry i am when i'm alone. i don't think it's scary though. i mean mostly i just gripe at myself. i've noticed that my roommate has started to do that too. maybe i should stop. he is the nicest guy, but i don't feel close to him. i have exactly one friend who i feel close to.
exactly one.
but i mean, i don't feel lonely. if i did, i'd go out and get to know people better. generally, we get what we really want. that is my opinion.
but. so. next week is the last week of classes. following that, we have reading week, where i will essentially learn the whole semester's worth of material, and then we have finals. i didn't get anything done because i went home for thanksgiving. that was possibly the worst decision of my life as this week i have two major term papers due--pulled an all-nighter to finish one, but the other one is due tomorrow and i haven't started just because i have no idea what they want me to write about--
and lots of things, but i guess you won't care when you are reading this again. what do you want me to remember?
it is 85 degrees in my room and the radiator just blows hot air at my face constantly and when i step out even just to the hall it feels freezing.
i don't know. this is crap. i'm not being honest at all.
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