That moment of realisation when that person whom you deeply care for constantly lets you down again and again... "I'll make it up to you, I promise!" Never make promises you can't keep..

I couldn't channel my emotions when I had discovered that my bestfriend had yet again left me for her boyfriend... My whole world stopped around me and my insides twisted into a great ball of furry. She had constantly non-stop pulled out at the very last minute so many times using the same excuses over and over again.. "I'm so sorry!! I Havn't had contact all day! I'll make it up to you I promise!" The anger inside me bursted and I screamed running off to my room in a great flood of tears. My parents came home, thinking that I had left but soon discovering that I was dwelling beneath my bed-sheets, soaked to the bone from pouring my eyes out. They tried to comfort me, I screamead, and I kicked and shoved and swore at them to just leave me alone. Nothing had ever made me this upset before.. I was completely fed up with it. This had happened so often.. being lied to so she could go hang out with her "Newly found bestfriend", Using the same stupid excuses every time, It was just pointless. Why should I have to put up with this. I don't deserve it... sad