From someone who knows what she has been and still is going through, I'am appalled to know that she still puts on a face for some of those pieces of sh*t she calls friends.
Why spend your time, pretending to be someone you're not, putting on a show to please an audience, and even degrading yourself to give others what they want from you?

There is a reason the world feels so empty and pointless. There is a reason we cry and we long, why you're miserable, lonely, and depressed.
What has ever been so criminal about the two of us wanting to be with one another?

f*ck them all, I want a conflict and I want it to be violent.
I'am tired of idling, waiting, stalling, and keeping secrets while she suffers in silence, surrounded by a horde of clueless, selfish f*ckwits.

I've been alone in this fight, and the nerve of these people, even now.

My sh*t list is growing everyday and I'll tell you, my perspective on the meaning of life has shifted quite a bit over the past few months. Enough for me to say that I will be coming after them.
Not tomorrow, not in a week, or even a month, but retribution will be dealt to those who have wronged me, all of them.

When an opportunity presents itself, one by one, I will make them pay for what they've done to us. It won't be pretty and it won't be clean.
Learning how to stop giving a f*ck about what others think, about living up to her friends and families exceptions will be the greatest lesson she will ever learn.

And I will be so proud of her on the day that she finally loses her goddamn mind and kills one of them, and there I'll be, defending her.

You're not a goddamn slave, stop acting like one for these people who have proven time and time again that they not only fear and despise the truth but are willing to go to great lengths to manipulate it to their own agenda.
Apparently some of them are God and can just change reality entirely.

I believe that I have vented enough mad for today...