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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
Bugger
Someone needs to find me.

All this stress is making this manic state even worse.

It was bad enough that I was scared of the dark this week but now... I'm starting to lose it. I'm losing it.

I can't watch any more movies with mental institutions in them.

Not this week.

I have to be careful.

I need to be careful right now.

I'm not in danger but I'm getting out of control. I'm rocking back and forth. My thoughts are rapid. I want to run. I am wearing my speical make-up. I am dressing up for fun. I am dancing in the dark. I am getting through it.

I am fine.

I want someone new. I want someone special. I want someone to steal my ipod. I want someone to notice these things in my heart that ache and swell. I want that part of me to be shared again. I don't want to keep these to myself. No one gets it. No one gets how special it is to me. No one gets that IT IS MY ******** SOUL.

ow.

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Oh Lord. Lordy lord.

PLEASE.

mmmmmmmmmmmm.

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let's dance XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

swoop shoop shoop.





 
 
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