so the last time i posted a journal on gaia was 16 months ago cat_sweatdrop , but let me tell you i have gone through so much alot has changed cat_xd right after i posted my last journal i ended up spending my summer in seattle cat_razz it helped me alot cat_cool i came back and made many more friends cat_blaugh even got a bf it'll be 7 months in 2 days cat_4laugh heart heart heart i now even have a job i love cat_mrgreen , i know what i want the pain is gone ive moved on and its the best thing ive ever done, i can smile again and laugh and nota care in this world love is out there it just takes time to find it cat_whee