This is a world of contrasts, of conflict
A world where love isn't judged
Yet some people are forced to lie among the dead
just to find themselves in intimacy
A world where the littlest things
can make the biggest differences
Where her small self, was big enough
to fill the void inside of me
If I could say "I'm sorry" for every mistake I made,
It would be perfect
So at least let me apologize, writing...
that I regret all those I have hurt
I regret how envy, wrath and greed won me over
How cowardice made me feel so small
But me, as flawed as I know I am
I beg that my wrongs don't hurt others
I shout, cry and pray for someone to help me
For anyone or anything to listen to me
Me, that cannot believe in god or man.
I want all my blessings to be hers
I want all my love to be her love
I want each hug I feel
Each smile I encounter
to be with her, to be for her
I want my hope to be hers
As it has helped me, at the unlikeliest of times
I want all those screams at night
All those prayers I say
To be answered for her
And I want to share my joy with you
You who are reading this,
because I know it gets hard to smile
almost impossible at times
But please hold on, I beg you
she will find you, he will find you
It will be a long time to wait for
Just as long as to be with this person
But what else can you lose
that has not already been taken from you
In this world of contrasts. conflicts ever present
Where your fire has been extinguished
Your voice silenced
In this unchanging world,
That you know so well, that you hate or love gladly
There will come a day, when you'll fall in love madly.
JustBiMe Community Member 
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