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would you stop trying to get people to yell/hit you?It worries me.So stop it onee-chan.

but it gives true pain
and true pain means ur alive
i wish to feel alive and that im worth something
i dont want to feel like im imaginary and im worth squat
eventhough i a way i already am and always will be

I wish you would stop with that.Your life is not worthless or imaginary.To me and Lizbeth,and Mary too,you are our dear friend.And if you say that your life is worthless,then what about the friendship between us?Is it meaningless as well?
Your life is just as immportant as anyone else in the world.Alot of people love you (especially Stephan) who want you to live and be happy.We're here for you,to help you out.But whenever you feel down and stuff,you don't come to us.You lock it away inside yourself and force yourself to smile.That's one of the reasons your random at times,correct?Because your mind starts to think about things you don't want to think about.
But we're here for you,onee-chan.And We'll all help you out,but you have to let us first. 3nodding