I wish I knew what you knew, even though you're lying to me saying you don't know, just because I asked you.
I really don't want you to quit Gaia or quit making journals. I love your journals. They're entertaining and very..... I don't know....
I'm trying not to say I'm sorry! D|||
I really am, I just, I don't know anymore.
Every time we talk like this, it feels like we're pushing each other away, but it kind of does bring us closer. |||D I sound so stupid. It seems like every time we talk to each other we sound stupid. xDDD
Oh god, I'm so sorry.
I feel like I did something wrong.... I'm also sorry about lying. I didn't mean to lie so much to you! D||
There is something wrong. I wish I could tell you, but I'm a ******** idiot. xDDD I'm watching step-brothers and that girl is screaming. xDDDDDDD OH GOD. xDDDDD
Sorry, off track. xD|||||
Anyways, I'll keep writing if you keep writing. or typing.... D|||
You are my best friend and I would hate making you feel horrible.. I'd do anything to make you happy. But for you to be happy, I have to be happy, and that's a little impossible because I'm always sad. D||
I'm trying to be as happy as I can, just for you.. I really hope when you read this, you'll be happy.
Thank you, goo-ood bye.
Dappou Rock · Wed Aug 01, 2012 @ 02:15am · 0 Comments |