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I had the worse dream ever last night. I hadn't slept in like a day so I guess it was nice too sleep, but the dream made me regret it. I dreamed about how going to school was going to be. It was horrible, seeing Aly made me happy, but she looked sad. I felt like it was my fault so I left, when I came back to say sorry to her for something I did. She didn't even want to talk to me. I couldn't take it, that was the worst feeling in the universe too me. Nothing could compare to the fact of her not wanting to talk to me not even death. So after that I happened to have a gun in my bag, so I shot the deans. That's when the cops came. I was out of bullets. I just smiled at her as she kept walking away then I saw as the rest of my friends walked away. Then I just started getting shot by all the cops. It felt so real that it scared more, the fact that everyone left made me hurt. Maybe I should just be home-schooled. That or go to options for youth like Jessie. I still love her, always will...............ugh I need a drink...... i don't even knmow why i posted thuis