Well ... it is now my junior year ... i have lots of classes with friends and lots of advanced classes. sometimes when i just sit and think i'm like ... damn ... i'm less than 2 years away from being an adult. to be honest, it kind of scares me. anyone else get that oh sh1t. i'm almost grown up. feeling too?? this year i'm going to start calling it the war of me. i'm done taking all the crap i have for the past years. i plan to finally be proud of myself and not let anyone try to insult me. just like what one of my best friends did at orientation. i love her and all, but when i'm around her most of the time it feels like i can never get a word in the conversation. she's just a bit too dominate and i'm a bit too nondominate, but i'm moving up. this year and next year is going to be about me and those who are willing to let me be in the light at least once. look out world, i'm starting a war.
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