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It feels weird .. being a junior. I still feel like a child, but that's how I get treated most of the time. I started ... only Michael could understand by what I mean, and I'm getting to a desperately lonely point to do it again though he made me swear not to. I just feel so alone. /: Micah ... I expected to be isolated from a lot of people, but Micah hurt the most by far. ): He hung out with Paton and Audrey. He specifically called Paton on his sister's phone ...probably thought he sure as hell wouldn't ask me. Now I can't see him all summer because he's going off to "Jew camp". This really ********' sucks. Why can't I be the girl everyone wants me to be? Why must I be so horrid that not even those I held most dear and said they loved me won't talk to me? ): When will people finally see me?
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