I feel as though I'm being put through hell and I don't know why. I think I'm suffering from severe depression again but I'm not sure what's triggering it. I feel like s**t, my emotions are running rampant, my heart has sunk into my sotmach, and for some reason I find myself worrying for something. Only question is.. what the f*** is it? I only get this way when I witness something the causes pain. What did I see? I don't have feelings for any girls. Wait.. there is one possibilty.. however even so, I will not allow these feelings to continue. I will not lose her. I wont!