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I Was 6 Years old, The School Sytem Put Me In The Wrong Class. It Was A Class Full Of All Boys And Also Was Up To 7th Grade Work...7th Grade Work For A 6 Year Old, I Always Got All "A's" The Guys There Bullied Me When The Teachers Left The Room. I Remember One Time One Guy Pushed Me Into A Corner, Then The Entire Class Threw Chairs At Me, Most Almost At The Same Time. Some One Buy One. Everytime A Tried To Get Up, Another Chair Hit My Head. The Teacher Walked In, Picked Me Up While I Was Bawlling My Eyes Out. My Dress Was Up So They Saw My Underwear And Laughed Harder. They Loved Seeing Me In Pain. I Never Wanted To Go To School, I Never Wanted To Go Home. I Was In Pain 24/7. I Had One Friend, A Boy ... I Forgot His Name But We Had Alot In Common Even Though He Was About 10 Years Old... Then One Day He Stopped Comming On To The Bus. The Boys In My Class Wer Pushing Me Into The Walls One Day And All Asking " Where Your Friend!?? Where Is He!?" I Always Said I Don't Know But I Knew They Knew What Happend. When I Went Home One Day My Mom Was Talking To His Mom And When I Walked In The Room They Stopped. I Knew Something Was Wronge, I Just Didn't Know What. His Mom Stood Up And Walked Torwards Me, His Mom Siad And I Quote " He Got Shot In The Chest" I Dropped Everything Of mine And Ran To My Room, Slammed The Door Locked It Then Dropped On The Tile Floor Crying. I Cried For Days, I Stayed Home For 2 Month's And I Stayed In Bed In The Dark Starting Into Space For 4 Weeks. I Was Never That Sad In My Life. When I Went Back To School The Guys Stopped For 2 Weeks, They Didn't Know He Died, Just Knew He Was In The Hospital. When They Started Again I Hardley Responded So They Hit Harder, They Jumped Me Everyday. I Didn't Care For The Physical Pain Because The Emotional Pain Was Still There And Hurt More. And Then One Day A Miricle Happended, I Was Transfered To The Right Class For My Age, Only Seen The Guys In The Hallway's When They Still Bulied Me Whenever They Got The Chance. But At Least I Wasn't Getting Bullied In Class Anymore.