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When You Have An Enemy Who Use To Be A Friend Don't Wish Them To Go To Hell, Wish Them The Best Possible Things Because With Out You They Are Screwed <3

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Living Hell At home
She Made Me Clean Every Inch Of The 2 Story house starting when i was 5, Alone. i Took Care Of My Baby Sister starting At 7years old, All While Im Doing What She should have been doing if i get one little thing wrong i get beaten with a studded leather belt. They Would Beat Me Till I Cry, Then WHen I Cry The Yell AT Me Telling Me To Stop. It Got So Bad That I Could Barely feel The whips, One Day I Was Whiped So Bad on My Spine I Blacked out for 3 days. My Mom Let Her Boyfriend DO That To Me, SH Just Stood Back watching, Oneday she tried to stop him but he started to hit harder and then swung at her when she grabbed him. One Day I Was Doing My Math Homework after cleaning, i finished cleaning at around 3am so i was to tired, We Didnt Have A table or chairs so me and my siblings fought over the one stool that we use to reach things. I Was Doing My Homework on It And I Fell Asleep, 2 hours later i woke up to a belt and like everyothertime after a beating i had to stand in a corner holding my arms up like jesus did in the cross. If I Didn't Cry I would stay there longer because they think i lowered my arms when in reality i got use to the pain. Everyday i when to school with bruses all over my face, neck, back , arms and legs. I Had To Give excuses each time but i knew thy didnt believe me. I Lived in the ghetto so my mom and her boyfriend were out most of the time doing drugs, and clubing and all that sh*t. My Grandma couldn't stand what they were doing to me so she moved out, she asked my sister if she would come with her and my sis declined... Then I despratley asked to move with her and she said no... I Cried everynight thinking the worst, i thought on several occasions to run away. I snuck out my window at 12am and sat on the roof thinking what life would be like if i wasn't treated the way i was, if i ran away, if i told them how i felt.
I was miserable, i hated my life.
This all happened everysingle day for 7 years

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