okay so some of us kno my current living conditions, some only kno i do not live with my ... mother, some of us do not even kno that. well i just had a dream. it was just a dream.
~ it was like i lived with my mother again and we got into another fight. but this one did not involve fists this time. she provoked me into a screaming match. on my birthday ... we were out doing things and i had made a friend on our outing. i had my plans with my current (soon to not be) boyfriend and my mother tried to change my plans so that i would be with this girl and her.of course i told her no and, like in real life i did not have my cell fone. we were in a store, the screaming match between me and her starts. it quickly escalated into "******** you's" and "i hate you's" and "why wont you die already's". then i ran harder and faster than ever i had before. before she could falsely send me to jail again, or that horrid mental hospital. (really for real happened.) some how in the dream she was not only my mother, but my current guardian as well, her sister, my aunt. as soon as i passed the stores door and ran off she called her husband. i kno this because i passed his roofing truck while running. i ran past it, around building, weaving thru things and jumping over obstacles. eventually i found a corner and sat there and cried, i was not sad so i did not kno why i was crying, but i did. somehow, miraculously my boyfriend was there. i begged him to take me away from all of this, he sayed okay, but i felt something was wrong, that he was lying to me. ~
and then i woke up.
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