Sometimes it comes without advertising. It crushes my heart and confuses my mind during one minute or entires weeks. It's a bad feeling. I don't know how and why it comes, but it does. And I'm rarely wrong with it.

Now I have another of these bad feelings about my father. He left for this mysterious assignment and I'm not confident about all this stuff. I think I will try to follow him, even if he forbade me to do that. I don't know where he is, but we are vampires : I can try to feel his presence. I'm really worried too much.