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Meditative analysis of the Fallibility of Humanity, Act: III
Where I reinforce my apparent apathy with irreverent, unexplained sarcasm, a maze of near-unintelligible adverbs and adjectives, and a plethora of irrelevance, animosity, and complete disregard for any readers' sanity, self-esteem, or will to live.
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Torturing someone who simply isn't there, no other thing has provided me such endless hours of entertainment.
The human mind is so powerful that it can see nothing. Peoples' inherent ability to blind themselves or lock themselves away....I taste with the sweetest sadistic glee.
Like grasping vapor, this time. Chasing figures in smoke, like shadows on the light, only further.
As a cat chases a feather on a string, I too, would chase you far beyond the sunset.
And yet, I stand and choke on your shadows. My claws extend of their own will, to tear down what shows the darker side of me......
The inner tormentor, whose name and face is all too recognizable to humanity. They see his face, they hear its name, they know me.
And I, I break. :/
Surely a forgiving human heart is not so ineffective a "witness protection agency" as things are by now? Surely this cannot be, as my heart is like molten sand, burning smoke emblazoned in glass.
In strength, this failure cannot be the case, but in betrayal, it can.
I have been betrayed, and by my fellow man.
So petty a notion could not affect a being such as me, no? xd
As I state, and I re-state, HELLO. I'M STILL ******** HUMAN FOR CHRIST'S SAKE.
Maybe that means something different to you than it does to me. Maybe I don't "care," because arguing with anyone on the ugliness of their imperception makes me unbearably dizzy these days.
Maybe I never talk about anything else, but "Human"kind.
Yet, it is still more likely, that humanity FAILS TO UNDERSTAND MY SIGHT.
HOW MANY ******** CLUES, NAMEDROPS, CONTEXT, YOU NAME IT, I'VE BLED BY IT. WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO MAKE YOU SEE......... crying
My own blindness? It would take a hypocrite to not be able to see what is clearly another's awareness of their own hypocrisy.
I know my sins, and I know my faults. I am Christian, am I not?
So when I call you blind, do not be fooled by the bluntness of my approach. My eyes are far sharper than my tongue.
The most deadly weapon, is the one concealed.
The monster is in my left-brain, for one thing. lol, making my right-brain sharper than LASER BEAMS.
Common understanding of intelligence or knowledge is, according to society, based entirely on its output.
I suppose then, what it takes to prevent there from being any output, may be called wisdom.
And, curiously, both wisdom and sagacity, have only applicability to certain times.
Thusly, I will leave you with this: 師 self-reference again, lol.
Rinn Lothron · Sun Apr 22, 2012 @ 04:47am · 1 Comments |
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