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As a bit of an introvert in real life, outside of work, I have a small group of friends. Given my recent success in my current occupation, some have gotten jealous.

I lost 1 friend so far. She came over and saw my bedroom. Last time she had been over, I wasn't doing as well. Since she last saw it, let's just say a few things were added. Including a sleep number bed, twin sized. She texted me the next day, saying I was spoiled and a selfish (well, expletive deleted starting with a C). Oh dip, here it goes...

I'm from a small town but moved into a new city. Over there, everyone was basically in the same place financially. Paycheck to paycheck, taking out loans, or getting evicted.

If I knew I would lose friends over being successful, I probably wouldn't have tried so hard. I'm almost finished decorating my bedroom, moving on to decorating the walls then I'll be done. I was never allowed to even put posters up when I was younger. This is a big thing for me, and it makes me happy.

I just wish my "friends" could be happy for me. sad

About to lose another, who's been my friend since I was 14 years old. Several FaceBook statuses later, I have concluded that she believes I have turned into a terrible person, she needs help with school, and will most likely dye her hair pink and drop out of school.

I'm not the best person, but I'm definitely not terrible. When my success started? A few months ago. I donated money to a local animal shelter. Paid it forward at Starbucks before a shoot. Tipped my hair stylist $20 dollars when my cut was only $18.

Losing another friend over childish jealousy just makes me sad, I guess...